I think perhaps I am learning the act of finding a balance between loosing my mind and not caring at all. I only think. I hope I am. I was an absolute mess a week ago after a long night of not sleeping and a hard day of not getting my homework. Since then I have been much more at ease with my homework and life in general. I have had a few moments of worrying about not getting something done that I wanted to, but overall better. Sometimes, though life doesn't cooperate with you, you still move forward. I have been not only having the stress of school this Summer, but family stress as well. So many things all at once. And yet somehow I feel like I am still growing. My my my, what can I say without saying too much? I am so frustrated with many of my adult family members, I'm hurt by them, and ashamed of their behavior. I cannot change them, I can only react the way I see fit. And I haven't figured out yet how I see fit to react. I think I will write a letter to my best friend today if I have the time :) I need to talk to someone, and get an outsiders opinion...
BTW!!! Only 4 more days until Shelly tells us her big news!
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HAHA I love your closing line...I cannot wait for the big news either!
So sorry about your frustrations...but it is so cool to see this kind of que sera sera attitude that you are adapting. It can't be easy to adjust and accept so much change and frustration, and still move on with it. But I'm glad that you are adjusting well. I'm going to write to you today...much love Vanessa :)
I cannot wait to share my news!!! I am just as excited for the day as my readers are!
I'm sorry about your family complications. I hope your situations with them only grow better with time.
P.S. summer school is almost over!
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