bruised rose petals

So it seems that there is an ongoing number of issues in my life. Not that I mind it, sometimes its just so wonderful to give advice and help my friends and loved ones. But at other times it really makes me sad. There is so much that I want to change, and to help. But there are times that I feel that I just have to bow out and let them take their own course. There a serveral friends in my life right now that are going through relationship issues or "growing" moments. And I want to make it all better, but I realize its all in God's hands not mine or theirs. Anyways, sorry that was such a downer moment...I had a malted vanilla milkshake last night and tonight. Ohhhh goodness! I love those. I don't really ever crave sweets, which is good because if I did I would weigh 50lbs more than I do now! But those malt shakes get me everytime. I completely finish them everytime I get them. The other thing that I have a sweet tooth for is vanilla iced coffee. I can go without them, but why would I??? The only thing that I don't like is that I can't get them decaf! Argh! So if I get them often I get addicted to the caffine, and that is so annoying because it affects my sleep schedule.Well if you are a frequent reader of my other blogs you know by now that I have a salt water aquarium, that I am completely in love with. You would also know that I have three remaining hermit crabs, or I should say... I HAD. I was so upset tonight getting home to find that USA had killed Dare Devil! I cried... I am taking him back to the store tomorrow! I am going to get a new scarlet hermit crab to replace the two that USA killed. My silly tank is so dramatic! However, my silly goby is still just hiding under the rock! Poor Bernie has been freaking out a lot more since the anemone died :( It makes me sad. I think he feels less protected since Nennie left him...I had so much thatI wanted to blog about... but then Jake gave me a beer... and I haven't had one in a LONG time... so it hit me more than usual... and blogging is harder after a beer... now I'm just tired! So I have to go to bed now :(