breathe in, breathe out

So I didn't talk more about my health issues in this next video... but in case you want an update... Things have gotten worse and better. The shingles are better. Thankfully its almost gone! I am only halfway through all the medicine. I hate the medicine, it makes me feel so sick. But it is working so I will stay with it! However, my heart/chest pain is worse! I am still doing the inhaler twice a day like I am supposed to. But last night and the night before I lost a lot of sleep from chest pains. The first night it was just pain. But last night I was also having trouble breathing! So today I am really tired! I took my ambien last night like normal. But then I was up for hours from the pain and breathing issues. So at one point I was feeling so tired and so out of it from the ambien and having such issues breathing that I just sat in bed crying. It was so sad! I finally pulled myself together because I realized that stressing my self out was only going to make things worse! I am really hoping to get a good nights rest tonight. Seriously. Because I have two tests coming up here fast and I feel like I'm crashing! Anyways here is my video talking about Valentines Day! Take care!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emNYn1LCvRY